I am so angry at you for the way you make me feel. I was never good enough for you was I? I was brave enough to tell you how I felt and you walked away. What kind of a cowered walks away? I know with everything I have that you felt the same way about me too. I lay in my bed every single fucking night angry at you, angry at me too. I am so mad at the way you make me look at myself. I want to be good enough; and if I can’t be good enough for you, then who can I be good enough for? Every day I am forced to see you and I can’t stand it because I want to break down and cry. I have never felt insecure about myself because of a guy before; and now thanks to you I feel it every fucking day. I look at you and want to punch you in the face…. of kiss you with everything I have. DON’T YOU SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING TO ME. Its been two months and i still can’t get you out of my head. I want to forget about you, but i was so close to catching you. Unfortunately you didn’t want to waste your time on me. I was nothing but a waste of your time. NO, you were a waste of mine, and the sooner I see that the easier it will be to let you go. I need to let you go before I fall to hard for someone who really just does not care. So this is a goodbye letter, ranting about everything you put me through. I am writing this because I need to feel better about myself, and holding onto you is not a way for me to do this. I need to let go of all the wasted people in my life…. Thanks for being one of them.
The last time I talk about you….